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I don't know why I'm frightened.
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Love makes you scared because you feel emotionally vulnerable perhaps? [MargaretGLT]
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2008-11-21 15:53:35 |
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You'll show me eventually what you'll do.
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:D Free Hugs sounded GREAT. i would hug you too but...yeah there is obvious impediments to that desire. so you'll just have to settle for a free E-Hug *Free Hug* n.n whee. uhmn The People Under the Stairs...hmn...so what did they DO under the stairs *eyebrow quirk* *mind goes in gutter* *mind wonders if they just cowered there* do tell me what they REALLY did. [MargaretGLT]
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2008-11-21 15:49:40 |
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The living is part is done, the dying has begun.
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You'll have the will to do it. I have faith in you! *hug* Oh and thank you SO much for the comment on my diary. That's an interesting thought you have there on Van Gogh. :) Make sure your uhmn mark doesnt get infected. Take good care of it. [MargaretGLT]
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2008-11-21 15:48:17 |
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English summer rain seems to last for ages.
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I'm sorry your dad wasnt nice. But i'm glad you could talk Katie out of killing herself. [MargaretGLT]
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2008-11-21 15:45:52 |
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Don't they know I'm up here all alone?
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I absolutely love your style and the way you write! I hate though, that you are feeling so alone and depressed. I would be happy to remember you in my prayers, if that's ok? [JesusisLord]
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2008-11-17 21:43:17 |
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Don't they know I'm up here all alone?
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Yeah i know im hateing this small rumour right know even tho no one at work is paying attention to it, its still pissing me off, Wow big deal he takes me home on the way back to his house?! Nothing wrong with that and if there is then i must off slept with a whole load off people cus
Chris, Ady, Ben, Leon, Will And Steve H. Have all taken me home before! There being nice. End off Ash needs to grow up,
Aww sounds like your haveing a tough time, i had a fase like that any arguement would send me flying id go up to my room and throw anything and everything and scream like mad!
I Found mucis helped and just listening to it, on my bed, i cried but fell asleep and was so much calmer when i woke up. Just run off or walk away when you feel like your getting mad again. Hope that helps[KayleighDanielle]
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2008-11-17 05:55:46 |
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Leave it all behind, cross the borderline.
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All those things, writing, listening to music and reading make you a person. And besides procrastionation is an artform, it takes alot of proctice but the reawrds are worth it, hehe. I agree with prosper, being strong is hard. But were still here right?? [Cloud819]
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2008-11-15 22:05:04 |
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Leave it all behind, cross the borderline.
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Don't feel bad I cried like a little bitch in front of my boss too. I'M SERIOUS! Its not easy being strong these days...plus the homelife gets in the way of the work life and when it collides...KABOOM!!!! Its either an outburst of anger or hurt which is expressed in tears. You have my empathy.[Prosper]
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2008-11-13 16:45:33 |
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Faces come out of the rain.
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whats worrying your mind? [Cloud819]
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2008-11-10 06:38:18 |
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All men are perfect in the eyes of love.
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There are very few in the world with a soul such as yours. Dont let them bring you down[Cloud819]
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2008-10-24 22:46:14 |
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All men are perfect in the eyes of love.
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i applaud your little rant. Too few people think the way you do. You can see things few people can. That's special. :)[MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-24 16:35:59 |
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I count the hours 'til I can sleep.
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Maybe you would be happier as a guy??[MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-24 05:45:37 |
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I count the hours 'til I can sleep.
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*hug* things will get better. Give it time. Pardon this question but I seem to remember you saying you wished to be a guy in an earlier entry. Do you? (or am i completely misremembering...) [MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-23 15:16:53 |
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I count the hours 'til I can sleep.
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i cant bak up the world being a good place but fate works in wierd ways. Think that maybe since u have written this post it took me 5 mins to read it. What if i didnt read it and went out side and got hit by a car, or this extra 5 mins has made me talk to someone who i wouldnt have seen if i was 5 mins earlier. You may haved saved a life and not even knowen it[Cloud819]
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2008-10-23 07:47:13 |
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There's got to be a reason to believe.
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Yay! Diary friend =D Lmao, I added you as a favourite !
[Corizzle]
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2008-10-22 09:08:27 |
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There's got to be a reason to believe.
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Have you been taking your meds lately??? Just wondering. Your writing is beautiful.[MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-22 00:41:31 |
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There's got to be a reason to believe.
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I think if you switched around your miserable and negative outlook on life to a happy and positive one, you would find great results. Not that I think that's easy or anything. Life isn't a race and it's not about coming in first place. It's meant to be explored and enjoyed.
PS. I like your writing style =)
[Corizzle]
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2008-10-21 15:42:26 |
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It's not unusual, no, it happens all the time.
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Have you been taking your medication? Is it helping at ALL?? I'm sorry your sister doesnt seem to be paying attention to you. :( YAY that you get to make up your paper. :) [MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-19 11:56:04 |
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Your time is coming, don't be late.
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=) that's great that youu wrote a poem! Sorry about the bad grade in English :( [MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-14 07:34:48 |
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I am not afraid to go on living.
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*hug* stay strong. Be yourself. It's not a bad thing![MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-11 20:50:36 |
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These sordid kind of things are coming hard to me.
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Best to get that app in tomorrow, you might regret it otherwize!!
Yay that you won the poetry contest !! =)
Things will get better *hug*[MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-09 17:47:46 |
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Oh, tri-li-li-lolly, the valley is jolly!
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*smiles* i can tell you have a british accent by how you type. I love british accents! n.n
why do you think you feel dizzy? =
lol Bilbo's songs are AWESOME.
The Road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began.
Now far ahead the Road has gone,
And I must follow, if I can,
Pursuing it with eager feet,
Until it joins some larger way
Where many paths and errands meet.
And whither then? I cannot say.
You should write a poem soon, i'd like to read it. =)[MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-08 06:04:30 |
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And I want you to know, I got my mind made up now.
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I've never heard of the band Oasis. What genre is it? So glad to hear that your teachers tink you've improved since beginning your AS and A levels.  YAY about the good times youre having in the library. [MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-07 16:53:26 |
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You don't remember me, but I remember you.
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im not religious, but maybe god wants you to find yourself. If we didnt have to look, then we wouldnt be who we are would we? RYN: There are nice people out there, you just gotta find em :P Hang in there, it will be worth it [Cloud819]
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2008-10-07 06:16:35 |
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You don't remember me, but I remember you.
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*hug* God is there, just keep praying. I think youre a good person thehatthe [MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-06 17:24:15 |
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To conquer death, you only have to die.
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I have contemplated suicide many times... I havent yet, and im not on meds or anything. I suffer from the problem of hating myself. I know how hard it can get In my travels i stumbled onto this http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/ Its not a "you have everything to live for" website, too be honest i dont really know what it talked about but it seemed to help me a little bit Stay strong, take care [Cloud819]
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2008-10-05 21:39:17 |
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To conquer death, you only have to die.
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hey. I was contemplating suicide...
I'm on meds now.
They really DO help.
hang in there.
[MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-05 16:00:08 |
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Why deny me, turning from true beauty?
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Ah i write poetry too..those can be hard to finish sometimes. Why do you think you were upset? Any idea? [MargaretGLT]
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2008-10-05 09:42:00 |
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Tranquil as a forest, but on fire within.
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Wow. I stumbled upon your diary, and I have to say that I cannot look away. Your words flow so well; I feel like I'm reading one of my favorites. I have great respect for writers. [Poisn]
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2008-10-04 17:32:54 |
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Say you need me with you here, beside you.
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What is Nihau?? Who are you in love with?!?! [LTM]
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2008-09-19 16:45:19 |
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You only see what your eyes want to see.
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what's a carboot sale? Maybe youre lazy because youre depressed??? [LTM]
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2008-09-19 16:42:28 |
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It's better than an opera.
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So walk between the genders! the most important thing is that you be yourself. n.n[LTM]
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2008-09-19 16:41:33 |
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Take us away from the horror of the real world.
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You'll find a way It'll just take some time to figure out what makes you happy. [LTM]
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2008-09-19 16:39:57 |
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It's better than an opera.
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You can't beat a bit of Little Jimmy Osmond. I hope you recover from walking in on your dad watching porn it must be quite disturbing. [TheHazukiDojo]
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2008-08-26 19:06:19 |
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I'll be the corpse in your bathtub.
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very, very funny!!!!!! lol![frootloopedcheerio]
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2008-08-05 12:18:22 |
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I'll be the corpse in your bathtub.
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ROFL that just made my day! ha.....nice...very nice... [actorinblack]
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2008-08-05 12:00:43 |
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Too late for prayers and useless pity.
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I'm sorry you are feeling so crumy. I must say tho that I laughed when you said you would have to leave out bowls for your cats. I pictured it in my head and it made me think of something i would do. why are you sad? Maybe you should talk to your sister.[neriko]
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2008-07-17 19:42:23 |
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Frighten away the ghosts of so many years ago.
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u r liek really dumb and mean and ur calling me mean gosh!!![crazybumchum]
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2008-07-09 07:16:03 |
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Frighten away the ghosts of so many years ago.
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They had the same idea which is why I'm comparing the two.
Just because one did not murder people they deemed as "unworthy" does
not mean they are incomparable because the mentality is functionally
the same.
I understand that there needs to be criteria due to space but is it
really fair that you will continuously be denied solely on the fact
that you are not good enough? It doesn't matter if there is a thousand
spots open or only ten; it's still discriminating. Even if you do try,
work hard, and have an ambition to attend a sophisticated university,
you'll be denied because you weren't "good enough." What kind of
BS is that?
[n00dle]
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2008-07-08 18:18:11 |
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Dreams are not enough to win a war.
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im not cometnting on this story but i wanted to say ur so mean im onli a 7 year old and i thought th story was preety good n if u dont have something nice to say dont say it ok i no u dont die of food podinong but thts the point of my story it supposed to be funni sense less NO DUH???[crazybumchum]
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2008-07-08 12:00:13 |
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Dreams are not enough to win a war.
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u feel exacly the same way i do[Cloud819]
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2008-07-04 08:06:10 |
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Your circuit's dead, there's something wrong.
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A suicidal warlock? Truly does stand on it's own. I guess. Not into fantasy much. This entry is lonely. D: [TheEmoUnicorn]
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2008-06-26 16:14:31 |
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There's a public who needs you.
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Happy birthday, :) i know how u feel, i fear im depressed as well. But i dont want anyone to know, not even me. And i come from a good home which makes me feel even more guilty. You also seem to be more in touch with ur secuality then alot of other ppl i know, and u will soon have sexual desires, some how they turn up outta now where when u least expect it. I fear im losing my friends actually. i dont know why, i wish i knew y and i agree, love is confusing and it messed me up real good. sometimes i wonder what would it be like if i never found that stupid L word. And you cant be more pathetic then i am, trust me lol [Cloud819]
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2008-06-07 09:51:57 |
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When you set aside your childhood heroes.
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dont worry ull do fine in your test[Cloud819]
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2008-05-20 07:28:20 |
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Drifiting like a feather.
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panic attacks are bad, i reckon there caused by stress, well for me anyway. try to do something that relaxes you. Walks relax me, but what eva just kinda mellows u out. It doesnt fix anything but makes u feel better [Cloud819]
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2008-05-16 22:39:11 |
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I'm just a man, with a man's courage.
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"I'm just a man, with a man's courage."
Yay! Queen lyrics! Sorry I am a major Queen fan! G xx [Isis1993]
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2008-05-13 13:15:08 |
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I'm just a man, with a man's courage.
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Dont Let Anybody Tell You Who To Be With,
Its Your Life, Your Chose
Only You Know Whos Perfect For You
xxx
[xxBecca8xx]
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2008-05-13 12:05:17 |
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Bring that minute back.
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love sucks[Cloud819]
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2008-05-12 02:11:03 |
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It's so cold. Let me in your window.
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i know how u feel about the alone part, so i guess that means ur not alone then. [Cloud819]
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2008-05-06 08:31:19 |
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There's nothing left to lose.
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its not a why, its a story[Cloud819]
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2008-05-04 08:41:30 |
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If you paid attention, you'd be worried too.
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for me....it took the right person to wake things up in me. i spent my whole life feeling very much like you describe, until he came into my life.[terriberri]
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2008-04-24 11:41:34 |
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Smile, no one cares how you feel.
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i kinda know how u feel, disapointment is around evry corner till ur goals are so low cause u desperatly want to succeed[Cloud819]
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2008-04-22 03:39:36 |
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So in the end, I'll be what I will be.
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Sounds like what ill do, i guess life is a rollercoaster[Cloud819]
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2008-04-15 02:41:07 |
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So in the end, I'll be what I will be.
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familiar. it will pass my dear[InMyHead19]
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2008-04-14 17:30:11 |
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Hey you, don't help them to bury the light.
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sometimes we allow things to fail, so that we can unconsciously back up our own (wrong) beleifs of "see...i KNEW", or "i guess i don't deserve..."
something along those lines, if that makes sense. the thing is....and it's soooooo true, that it's NEVER too late to start "living". however, you can't get back the days you let pass you by either. you are young, and you have a gift with words that could make your dreams come true. take that gift and bring it alive. don't let fear of ANYTHING stop you.[terriberri]
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2008-04-09 09:37:55 |
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Anorexic beauty, feather-weight perfection.
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I don't think it could have been said better.
<3Nessa
[xstarxdestinedx]
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2008-04-07 18:06:06 |
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Listen Jesus, I don't like what I see.
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Hey listen. This entry has truly made me upset... and sad. I know you don't know me, but if you ever want to vent or something, I'm a great listener. I think it's incredibly unfair for you to feel this way. I wish I could say the right things to make you feel better. I truly hope you know that there IS hope! I will be praying for you. I bet you are beautiful, and don't even know it. God Bless you. If you need any prayer, or just need someone to talk to or anything, please feel free to e-mail me: le.delaney@gmail.com God Bless you. I want to help you. ~Lauren [xinnocentdancex]
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2008-04-05 18:12:58 |
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He had a pick-up truck and the Devil's eyes.
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wow, sounds like u had a pretty packed day, i miss school days [Cloud819]
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2008-04-05 09:16:45 |
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Do my tears of mourning sink beneath the sun?
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Try a good old fasahioned rant. Pick something stupid and start screaming about it. It might seem like a ridiculous idea, but it'll fix you and your moment of apathy. Or it'll be amusing, at least. [EchoesWillFade]
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2008-03-30 11:55:10 |
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All of the stars are fading away.
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 I hope i guessed your Sex right. <.< >.> If i didnt i apologize profusely! :/[LTM]
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2008-03-27 14:18:43 |
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All of the stars are fading away.
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So eloquent. i love it! I wish i could be as eloquent with such seeming ease. *adds him to favorites* Youre very smart, you know that? Dont worry about those boys ;). Theyre probably not as smart as you are and are jealous about it. [LTM]
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2008-03-27 14:16:13 |
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Would you look at a king?
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this is so very sweet.[terriberri]
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2008-03-26 08:48:39 |
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Ma's out, Pa's out, let's talk rude.
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the why's...i can't explain. well, maybe i could...but it would be wordy...lol. however, i do notice that so many people would rather focus on anything negative or unhappy, rather than take the time, to serious breathe slow and look around to find the things that positive to be grateful for, and just for a short time...focus on those.
it makes such a difference to be able to do that. but instead, some people will insist that there just "isn't" anything positive. very sad...to be so shallow.[terriberri]
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2008-03-24 10:49:00 |
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I'm a bird gehrl, and bird girls go to heaven.
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you have a really wonderful way wiht words, no matter what you are writing about. there's a gift there, you know?[terriberri]
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2008-03-24 10:47:44 |
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You are the last drink I never should have drunk.
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you are worthy and loveable. it's a simple truth. you are here for a reason...which automatically makes those things true.[terriberri]
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2008-03-24 10:46:00 |
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You can have it all, my empire of dirt.
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what song is your title from.. i know it but i cant remember lol..
[kneegrowrun]
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2008-03-17 17:21:07 |
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You wait, little girl, on an empty stage.
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I SAID a many of times.........I wished i had a beautiful slim pic, and all my imperfection would go into it and it would get all my problems and troubles. Problem....I would have to hide pixel so I could say nice...... Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! Baby!!!!!! [ANONYMOUSAnonymous]
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2008-03-16 18:22:11 |
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I'm still a secret in the heart of you.
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i often feel like you do. and i also rely on this diary as i HATE to verbalise my feelings. i'll continue to read your diary if that's ok if it's not just say and i'll remove you from the faves list. i know it sucks to hear this but "keep smiling" peace x lolli-imogen x [shmxitnx]
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